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Hello world, this is me, again.
it's been a while.
I was busy with my real journal, and well, I was busy.
Dumb excuse, but I just forgot about this live journal.
I know why, I really don't feel like writing about everything that has happened to me since september. It's a lot. I took up my spanish course. and the day before yesterday I took my last Spanish exam.
I'm not in love with mister J. any longer.
I mean, I still love him, but in a different way. I understand that our love could never work. He's got a girlfriend since september. And in april... I told him everything I feel. He reacted in a rather good way. But since, it has never been the same.
I fell in love with someone else... Sam...
That's just a codename and later on I'll say his real name,
but to say it like Shakespeare : I dare not speak it yet.
I'm hoping for to much with Sam. I already sometimes consider him my boyfriend. Which he isn't. But it's good to have somebody else for a change.
One night. Sam was ignoring me, and I sent a text message to mister J.
And the morning after, unbelievable, he sent something back.
It was a dumb message about, 'hey, long time no see. are you going to be around here again soon?' and he sent back that he has to study but that will happen soon, then we'll meet again :)
Oh well, that's it for now 'cause class will end soon
Bye
>any more questions about access?
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[29 Nov 2004|10:48pm] |
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>I breath your gentle words,
please,... don't silence me to death...
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[12 Nov 2004|07:35pm] |
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I really love him to much, but hey, That didn't stop me from having thé best time yesterday evening and this afternoon.
I went to Leuven with Säde last night.
We went to a lot of cafés to check if Joram (hot guy from class)
was there. But he wasn't. He told me where he was going but I didn't understand him very well.
He said something like 'fataal' but we didn't know where that was, so we went to other places.
some guys were talking about going to the fataal.
So we searched a bit longer.
After a while we went in a café we drank something and we decided to ask the bartender where it was.
So we went there.
But we didn't feel like paying 5 euros entrance.
We didn't know what we were going to do... But... The music from 'the exit' grabbed our attention.
'freedom, ... freedom.... freedom... freeeedoooom....
So we stayed there, we went to the toilet and slipped pasted the 'toilet-lady' who was asking 50eurocents.
We drank something, and afterwords we walked across the street and ate something.
.... bla bla, bit tired, went home, fucking freezing.
Drank some tea at Sädes place and watched extra's on here dvd sherk 2.
Today I went went to the gym, hurried to the station (just to be there too early) and me and Säde went to Diest to get her piercings.
We were in the piercing shop.
and after her piercings, I got dizzy.
Don't know why.
I watched 'em pull this great big needle through, and I was still okay.
But after it was all done.
I got dizzy and had to lay down.
But it was great.
:)
here are some ( pics )
>hey, listen you'll be missing out, on my love and my kissing<
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[21 Jun 2004|04:43pm] |
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math,
sucks,
big time.
The first part went really really well.
So I was happy,
I laughed
but the second part,
sucked! big time!
so I don't know if I'm gonna pass.
Tomorrow --> biology
so much stuff to learn.
fuck it!
but I've made a summary, and it's okey.
Tomorrow is the day, I'm gonna drink, and have fun
I'm not even gonna think about my marks.
Tomorrow is just about the end of the exams.
Nothing more, nothing less!
gonna go study some more.
> take everything from the inside, and throw it all away <
ps : thank god for Jehovah !!!!!!!!!
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[20 Apr 2004|06:43pm] |
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Boring.
But I had a dream last night.
A dream in which I told him that I love him.
And he just kissed me. He didn't say a word.
I love him so much.
But hey,
I'll survive.
He got back from Portugal, he's way to brown.
It ain't nice anymore.
But he is stil so gorgeous.
As always.
But I still like my life.
I just wonder what would happen if he knew what I feel .
Would he ignore me.
Or just the opposite?
I donno
>I'd rather be anything but ordinary
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